What I did today (…even though It’s only 11:01 am)
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Watched “Don’t tell the bride” during my shift ‘round 1 am. Spoilt bride with a sweet bridegroom. Bride mourned a lot. Annoyed the hell outta me
Dozed through my shift
Dozed some more
Managed to get the residents out of bed ON MY OWN :O for the first time
Tried not to fall asleep on my bus ride home
Rumbled on and on about my night shift to my very ill mum
Talked to the sandwich maker like it’s one of the residents. I said to it, “Come towards me, Darling” the way I do at work. Must. Get. A Life.
Tried to keep all funeral songs out of my head. And I also tried not to think too much about the bible verse (about FUNERALS!) I just read. Really don’t know why there’s a funeral theme in my brain right now.
Cried my eyes out after I found out I’m underweight (I knew it already, but I really got to see someone on Supersize vs Superskinny who has a similar diet and she was sooo skinny it made me so emotional) I need to gain more weight and eat more healthy. Oh by the way, I don’t understand why people would want to be a ‘size 0’. I am a ‘size 0’, and I can assure you it does not make me feel good (well maybe a wee bit when I see those super emotional overweight women on telly). Shops hardly stock size 6 clothes and the ones that do are so expensive. I wish I was a bit fatter. Trust me, being a size 0 isn’t all that. Be happy with your weight. You’re beautiful. Don’t let society bully you into being someone you’re not comfortable with. Be YOU. But don’t forget to live a healthy lifestyle though. No one wants to hear you mourn about your ‘fat’ body especially if you did the piling on of calories yourself.
Sat on the couch and did nothing but get on tumblr and hit the dashboard button over and over again waiting for something new.